Thursday, June 5, 2014

Taking control of my career..

My career in ELT is yet to start... Moving to Korea was definitely the biggest turning point in my personal and professional life. Up until moving here about three years ago, I worked at public and private hospitals as a clinical dietitian. One of my main responsibilities was provision of nutrition education to patients and their families. I was involved in nutrition classes for kids, expectant mothers and patients in the psychiatric wards (not just those with mental illness but teenagers struggling with eating disorders as well). Even though on the surface, all this had nothing to do with ELT, in fact, it taught me a great deal in terms of how to devise the right strategies to get through to different individuals with different personalities as well as cultural competence having to counsel people of different races, ethnicities, and religions.

Once I moved to Korea, I struggled for a while trying to find where my skills would be the best match. I also wanted to get personal satisfaction from what I did for living as I was not able to continue my career as a clinical dietitian (at least not until I pass the national test administered in Korean). I have been working in my current position with the Ministry of Health and Welfare for a little over two and a half years. Pretty much from day one, I have been doing what Koreans refer to as “language exchange” with my colleagues. Although we are supposed to be splitting time between English and Korean, and helping each other out, I am pretty much helping my colleagues with their conversational and, to some extent, writing skills in English. I have realized how much I enjoy sharing my knowledge with others and take pride in helping them to move forward with their language skills. I shared how I felt with my family and friends. I then started looking into how I could teach in Korea. I knew that I did not have enough experience nor did I have the right educational background. But I knew I had to start somewhere. It did not take me long to come across SMU TESOL Program’s website and the rest is history.

As a side note, I do have something to share about my interview for SMU STG Program. I remember vividly how after the interview I called my husband and told him that I wouldn’t get in. I felt that I didn’t manage to really show my whole heart and sincerity during the interview when I was asked why I wanted to teach. I am very privileged to be a part of such a great group of classmates who all bring different experiences and points of view to the table.

I look forward to our classes on Saturdays and teaching on Sundays. Once the class is over, I am planning to teach more. However, I feel that I am a better fit for children in elementary school and above for the time being. My ultimate goal is not only to teach English but also food & nutrition, hospitality management or public health to put to use not only my teaching skills but my medical knowledge as well. I have never really been driven by money. What I value the most is waking up in the morning and wanting to go to work (as opposed to thinking “oh gosh, it is another Monday!!"). 

I value professional development and having a sense of purpose in what I am doing. Right now, I am a part of many health care projects between Korea and other countries. But I fail to see the “big picture.” I seem to be constantly working on some kind of internal report to present information to the higher executives or gathering market data to put together a report, again, for the higher executives. I don’t seem to see the “point” in all this anymore really. I have lost my enthusiasm over the years. I am surrounded by many people at work and outside (family friends, acquaintances, etc.) who have shared similar stories with me or with others who have told me. Why don’t they do something about it? Are they scared of taking any risks? How can they go on with their lives doing something that doesn’t give them personal satisfaction? We spend more time at work than anywhere else, if we add it all up. I am not a big risk taker. However, I do not see any problems with taking calculated risks. I would like to quote Albert Einstein by saying: A ship is always safe at the shore - but that is not what it is built for.”

I have been questioned by several colleagues, friends, and family on several occasions. They all tried to encourage (some force!!) me to teach English. Even after I would tell them that I didn’t have the formal educational background or any appropriate teaching certificate, they would still stick to their guns working under the assumption that “if you can speak the language, you can teach it.” I have also heard of many native speakers doing so without any proper credentials. I would have never considered going down this path, as I don’t believe that it should be just about making money. How could I live with myself if I ever..?

Once I start teaching as part of an establishment whether it is a public school or a hagwon, I need to prepare myself for the fact that I may be marginalized. I will need to persevere, keep up-to-date through professional development, share my knowledge and grow with others in the field and have a ball teaching. :)

  


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